Hatred and Love
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yuichan03Title: Hatred and Love
Author: utak ko~ :P
Pairing: Nakajima Kento x OC
Chapter Seven:
‘What will you do if your heart starts beating for the person you hated the most? The person you wanted to kill if you can? A big problem, right? Disaster!’
I was really trembling while heading to the said tea shop. I thought my knees would break as I became closer and closer. I felt like breaking…
“Little Girl?”
I looked to see who called me that way and who else would ever call me that way, anyway? I saw Asshole standing in front of the door of the tea shop, as if he was about to enter when he saw his maid. I turned my head away from him. I passed in front of him without even a glimpse. I marched inside the shop and roamed my eyes. Then my eyes caught two people.
It was Kenichi and Ryuuka. They were sitting beside each other with Kenichi’s arm wraps around Ryuuka’s shoulder. Drat, I felt a crack in my heart. I was staring into space as I walk near them. My mind doesn’t process and my body was just moving on its own. Then my feet stripped into the something. I almost lost my balance when a hand assisted me by my shoulder.
“Are you out of the world?” Nakajima’s voice came from behind me. So it was him who helped me. “Hurry,” he said and pulled me by my hand. My hand…no one even Kenichi touched my hand…I don’t let anyone to hold it…in normal times, I would have already crushed his face but I don’t have ample energy to do it.
“Oh, Ken-chan. I thought you would not come.” Ryuuka said when we reached their table.
Asshole hissed and gently pushed me to sit. I moved a little to let him sit as well. “You hold something against me.”
But I think Ryuuka didn’t mind what Asshole said; she just faced me—but I can’t look up to her. Especially Kenichi who was just sitting in front of me, I stayed looking away from them. “Rina-chan, I heard you love sweets? So what do you want to order? They also had the best cakes here.”
“I bet she would love choco keiki.” Kenichi was smiling at me and it was breaking my heart into pieces…
“What do you want?” Asshole asked in an irritated voice. Ryuuka just hit his head slightly with the menu. I let a laugh when I saw his reactions. “You’re heartless Uchiyama.” He hissed.
“Oh yeah. We have to clarify things.” Ryuuka started. “First is that ‘special someone’ thing that this stupid Kento said about me.” She gave Kento a deadly glared but he just shrugged.
“Wait, wait,” I said, stopping her from whatever she has to say. “If that will just, you know painful, can you just do it slowly? You know, it’s really…pain in the heart.” I said in a lowering voice.
Ryuuka let a laugh out. “Sira, yung totoo lang naman iyong sasabihin ko eh.” Ryuuka suddenly changed to Filipino. Both the guys shrugged. Silly, I’ll just say the truth.
“Eh kasi naman eh, para na akong tanga, lagi na lang ako umiiyak eh.” Because, I looked like stupid, I always cry. I said. I now feel comfortable talking in out native language. That somehow helped me to relax a little.
“Okay, okay. Naiintindihan ko kalagayan mo, inday. Pero hindi talaga ako girlfriend ng mokong na ito.” Okay, okay. I understand you, girl(XD). But I am not really this guy’s girl friend. She uttered as she gave Kenichi a pinched in his cheek. “Magpinsan lang talaga kami nito. Parang magkapatid na rin iyong turingan naming kaya naman nasabi ni Kento,” she paused of a while, giving Nakajima her sweetest smile when Nakajima suddenly moaned. We are really cousins. We treat each other as sibling that’s why Kento had said those things.
“Baka! Why did you do that?!” I think Ryuuka kicked Nakajima’s knee because he was now massaging it. Well, it’s better for him.
“So ayun nga, magpipinsan kami nitong tatlong ito.” So, that’s it, the three of us are cousins. She then continued her speech after sipping into her tea. “Kaya wag mong isipin na inagaw ko sa iyo si Kenichi dahil wala akong pagnanasa sa pinsan kong hilaw na ito. Saka si Ryutaro lang ang lalaking pagnanasahan ko.” That’s why don’t ever think that I am getting Kenichi from you because I don’t have any desires to this ripe cousin of mine. And I only have desires with Ryutaro. [oh gosh, translating this part took me days. LOL. The pinsan kong hilaw thing. XD]
“Ryutaro? Sino naman iyon?” Ryutaro? Who is that? I asked, raising one eyebrow.
“Morimoto Ryutaro. Hindi mo ba kilala iyon? Saang bundok ka ba nakatira at hindi mo kilala ang minamahal kong si Ryutaro?” Morimoto Ryutaro. You don’t know him? What mountain are you living in and you don’t know my beloved Ryutaro? Surprised can be seen in her lovely eyes. But I don’t really know who was that Ryutaro and I don’t want to waste my time with him.
“Hey, can you please speak in the language we all understand?” Kenichi demanded. But I don’t give attention, well.
“Teka muna, eh bakit hindi man lang niya ako kinausap noong nagkita tayo dati? Nagmukha akong tanga noon.” Wait, why didn’t he talk to me when we met before? The tune of my voice suddenly changed when I remember that day—the day I first felt being broken…
“About that thing, I should leave that to Kenichi,” Ryuuka said.
“About that, Rin-chan,” kenichi said; no smiles in his lips now. “Can we talk after this?”
“Of course,” I said without hesitation.
“So, things are already settled?” Nakajima said, like he’s bored like hell. Well, I will make his day tomorrow like hell because of what he has done.
“Things between us is settled but between the two of us,” I faced him and give him a terrorizing look. “Will be finished by tomorrow. You made a big mistake,”
“And you know what, Rina-chan, Ken-chan has a big secret. You can use it against him,” Ryuuka said that made the always-calm Nakajima to panic.
“Ryuuka!” nakajima exclaimed.
Ryuuka burst out in laughing after seeing Nakajima’s reaction. “You should just say everything, you know.”
“I don’t like,” Kento shrugged.
Wonder what that secret was. My curiosity wanted to know it. Oh, well. I will know it in time. But for now, I wanted to know the reasons behind why kenichi didn’t talk to me that time. I wanted to know if there is still ‘us’ or none anymore. I wanted to know his feelings. If he will say that he doesn’t love me anymore, fine. Let it be. I can do nothing over it. That was his own decision. Yeah, it’s painful but I have to face it.
After an hour of laughing, we decided to part ways and I am with Kenichi now, with the promise of clarifying things. We decided to go to in the riverbank. Well, it’s a good place because only few people are there. We can talk without bother. I took a sit there.
“How was your school?” he asked me.
“well, it’s pretty good. I am enjoying it. And change of language, it’s a good thing that I can cope up.” I said. I missed this feeling. Talking like this with Kenichi just made me happy quite a bit.
“And how was being Kento as your student body?” he asked and tuck some hair strand behind my ear.
“Don’t talk about him. He just orders me around.”
He laughed. I missed it. I really missed him… “Well, I think Kento is enjoying your company.”
I smirked. “Of course he would. He’s heartless you know. He does things out of his own pleasure and doesn’t think about others.”
He knelt down in front of me and that surprised me. He reached out his hand to pinch my cheek. Well, he always does that. “I think the two of you will get along well together.”
I did pinch his cheeks as well. “We always have cat and dog fights so how will we get along together?”
He shrugged. “Rina-chan,” he then held my both hands. “In connection with what happened last time—” he was cut off by his ringing phone. He answered it.
While waiting, I was thinking what kind of problem Kenichi has now. Whatever it will be, kokoro, please be ready. I can feel something hurtful will strike you.
When the call ended, Kenichi turned to me and held my hand. “Rin-chan, gomen. But can we just talk some other time? Something urgent came up and I need to get home to my father’s office.” He exhaled deeply. “I promise to tell everything next time we meet. Take care.”
Author: utak ko~ :P
Pairing: Nakajima Kento x OC
Chapter Seven:
‘What will you do if your heart starts beating for the person you hated the most? The person you wanted to kill if you can? A big problem, right? Disaster!’
I was really trembling while heading to the said tea shop. I thought my knees would break as I became closer and closer. I felt like breaking…
“Little Girl?”
I looked to see who called me that way and who else would ever call me that way, anyway? I saw Asshole standing in front of the door of the tea shop, as if he was about to enter when he saw his maid. I turned my head away from him. I passed in front of him without even a glimpse. I marched inside the shop and roamed my eyes. Then my eyes caught two people.
It was Kenichi and Ryuuka. They were sitting beside each other with Kenichi’s arm wraps around Ryuuka’s shoulder. Drat, I felt a crack in my heart. I was staring into space as I walk near them. My mind doesn’t process and my body was just moving on its own. Then my feet stripped into the something. I almost lost my balance when a hand assisted me by my shoulder.
“Are you out of the world?” Nakajima’s voice came from behind me. So it was him who helped me. “Hurry,” he said and pulled me by my hand. My hand…no one even Kenichi touched my hand…I don’t let anyone to hold it…in normal times, I would have already crushed his face but I don’t have ample energy to do it.
“Oh, Ken-chan. I thought you would not come.” Ryuuka said when we reached their table.
Asshole hissed and gently pushed me to sit. I moved a little to let him sit as well. “You hold something against me.”
But I think Ryuuka didn’t mind what Asshole said; she just faced me—but I can’t look up to her. Especially Kenichi who was just sitting in front of me, I stayed looking away from them. “Rina-chan, I heard you love sweets? So what do you want to order? They also had the best cakes here.”
“I bet she would love choco keiki.” Kenichi was smiling at me and it was breaking my heart into pieces…
“What do you want?” Asshole asked in an irritated voice. Ryuuka just hit his head slightly with the menu. I let a laugh when I saw his reactions. “You’re heartless Uchiyama.” He hissed.
“Oh yeah. We have to clarify things.” Ryuuka started. “First is that ‘special someone’ thing that this stupid Kento said about me.” She gave Kento a deadly glared but he just shrugged.
“Wait, wait,” I said, stopping her from whatever she has to say. “If that will just, you know painful, can you just do it slowly? You know, it’s really…pain in the heart.” I said in a lowering voice.
Ryuuka let a laugh out. “Sira, yung totoo lang naman iyong sasabihin ko eh.” Ryuuka suddenly changed to Filipino. Both the guys shrugged. Silly, I’ll just say the truth.
“Eh kasi naman eh, para na akong tanga, lagi na lang ako umiiyak eh.” Because, I looked like stupid, I always cry. I said. I now feel comfortable talking in out native language. That somehow helped me to relax a little.
“Okay, okay. Naiintindihan ko kalagayan mo, inday. Pero hindi talaga ako girlfriend ng mokong na ito.” Okay, okay. I understand you, girl(XD). But I am not really this guy’s girl friend. She uttered as she gave Kenichi a pinched in his cheek. “Magpinsan lang talaga kami nito. Parang magkapatid na rin iyong turingan naming kaya naman nasabi ni Kento,” she paused of a while, giving Nakajima her sweetest smile when Nakajima suddenly moaned. We are really cousins. We treat each other as sibling that’s why Kento had said those things.
“Baka! Why did you do that?!” I think Ryuuka kicked Nakajima’s knee because he was now massaging it. Well, it’s better for him.
“So ayun nga, magpipinsan kami nitong tatlong ito.” So, that’s it, the three of us are cousins. She then continued her speech after sipping into her tea. “Kaya wag mong isipin na inagaw ko sa iyo si Kenichi dahil wala akong pagnanasa sa pinsan kong hilaw na ito. Saka si Ryutaro lang ang lalaking pagnanasahan ko.” That’s why don’t ever think that I am getting Kenichi from you because I don’t have any desires to this ripe cousin of mine. And I only have desires with Ryutaro.
“Ryutaro? Sino naman iyon?” Ryutaro? Who is that? I asked, raising one eyebrow.
“Morimoto Ryutaro. Hindi mo ba kilala iyon? Saang bundok ka ba nakatira at hindi mo kilala ang minamahal kong si Ryutaro?” Morimoto Ryutaro. You don’t know him? What mountain are you living in and you don’t know my beloved Ryutaro? Surprised can be seen in her lovely eyes. But I don’t really know who was that Ryutaro and I don’t want to waste my time with him.
“Hey, can you please speak in the language we all understand?” Kenichi demanded. But I don’t give attention, well.
“Teka muna, eh bakit hindi man lang niya ako kinausap noong nagkita tayo dati? Nagmukha akong tanga noon.” Wait, why didn’t he talk to me when we met before? The tune of my voice suddenly changed when I remember that day—the day I first felt being broken…
“About that thing, I should leave that to Kenichi,” Ryuuka said.
“About that, Rin-chan,” kenichi said; no smiles in his lips now. “Can we talk after this?”
“Of course,” I said without hesitation.
“So, things are already settled?” Nakajima said, like he’s bored like hell. Well, I will make his day tomorrow like hell because of what he has done.
“Things between us is settled but between the two of us,” I faced him and give him a terrorizing look. “Will be finished by tomorrow. You made a big mistake,”
“And you know what, Rina-chan, Ken-chan has a big secret. You can use it against him,” Ryuuka said that made the always-calm Nakajima to panic.
“Ryuuka!” nakajima exclaimed.
Ryuuka burst out in laughing after seeing Nakajima’s reaction. “You should just say everything, you know.”
“I don’t like,” Kento shrugged.
Wonder what that secret was. My curiosity wanted to know it. Oh, well. I will know it in time. But for now, I wanted to know the reasons behind why kenichi didn’t talk to me that time. I wanted to know if there is still ‘us’ or none anymore. I wanted to know his feelings. If he will say that he doesn’t love me anymore, fine. Let it be. I can do nothing over it. That was his own decision. Yeah, it’s painful but I have to face it.
After an hour of laughing, we decided to part ways and I am with Kenichi now, with the promise of clarifying things. We decided to go to in the riverbank. Well, it’s a good place because only few people are there. We can talk without bother. I took a sit there.
“How was your school?” he asked me.
“well, it’s pretty good. I am enjoying it. And change of language, it’s a good thing that I can cope up.” I said. I missed this feeling. Talking like this with Kenichi just made me happy quite a bit.
“And how was being Kento as your student body?” he asked and tuck some hair strand behind my ear.
“Don’t talk about him. He just orders me around.”
He laughed. I missed it. I really missed him… “Well, I think Kento is enjoying your company.”
I smirked. “Of course he would. He’s heartless you know. He does things out of his own pleasure and doesn’t think about others.”
He knelt down in front of me and that surprised me. He reached out his hand to pinch my cheek. Well, he always does that. “I think the two of you will get along well together.”
I did pinch his cheeks as well. “We always have cat and dog fights so how will we get along together?”
He shrugged. “Rina-chan,” he then held my both hands. “In connection with what happened last time—” he was cut off by his ringing phone. He answered it.
While waiting, I was thinking what kind of problem Kenichi has now. Whatever it will be, kokoro, please be ready. I can feel something hurtful will strike you.
When the call ended, Kenichi turned to me and held my hand. “Rin-chan, gomen. But can we just talk some other time? Something urgent came up and I need to get home to my father’s office.” He exhaled deeply. “I promise to tell everything next time we meet. Take care.”
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Date: 2011-01-02 11:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-03 05:52 am (UTC)filipino ka pala XDD
i'll wait for the next chapter ^^
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Date: 2011-01-03 05:54 am (UTC)oh yeah ~!!! hirap i.translate nung ibang expression ~!!! :]]]
salamat sa pagdaan ~ hahahah !! ~ xDD
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Date: 2011-01-03 06:10 am (UTC)Nakita ko lang to eh. Tapos may KENTO,
naisipan kong basahin. Witweew~
Ganduuuuh~! *clap-clap*
Asteeeg nga eh. Natatapos mo mga story mo,
ako, hindi pa >.< XDD
btw..gambatte sa next chapter~
i'll be waiting for that ^^
pooooost na~ :D
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Date: 2011-01-03 06:13 am (UTC)ahahahahha~!!!
nako, itong story na to,
noon summer ko pa ginawa, hanggang chap13,
hindi na nasundan~ ahahah~!!
TAMAD kasiii ~!!!
gumagawa ka rin ng fic??
hindi ko kasi m.view iyong profile mo eh
sisihin ang net.. singbagal ng traffic sa edsa..
p.post ko maya ~!!
ligo muna ako~
hahahha~!!!
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Date: 2011-01-03 06:16 am (UTC)Natuwa ako kasi may isang character na INOO ren XDD
Ayon, nahumaling na ako XDD
Wahahaha. Yuuup~ iisa lang ang dahilan dyaan.
Nakakatamad XDD
Yeaah. Gumagawa ako.
Jump Fanfics XDD di ko na napopost ung iba,
tsaka, ang hirap mag'isip T.T
Hahaha. Owkeey lang kahit di mo maopen ^^
Di ka nag'iisa, mabagal ren net namen.
Kaso, biglang bumilis. HAHAHA.
Kaingget. Pano ba gumawa ng LJ layout? T.T
Matagal ko na gustong gumawa ng ganyan T.T
cgeeee~ AABANGAN KOO~!!
haahahaha.
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Date: 2011-01-03 07:31 am (UTC)LOL. ahhahah ~!!!!
nakakalugaw ng utak mag.isip eh
masama para sa utak ~ hahaha !!
msaydong napapagod~ XD
meron rin akong JUMP fics..
isang storya ng bilbil ni yamada
at isang storya ng kapandakan ni chii.
JOKE.. xDDD JUMP x OC ~ !
ehehe~!
gawa lang iyan nun fren ko eh~!
kalurkee kaya yan~!
hindi ako marunong
gumawa ~! nakakahilooo ~!
XDD
kaya nga laking pasaslamat ko
sa fren ko sa napaka.gwapong
background ko eh ~ ! =))
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Date: 2011-01-03 07:35 am (UTC)Inoo talaga XDDDD
wahahaha.
oo, nakita ko yung kay yamada at chi XDD
nakakatuwa. Basahin ko sa susunod.
Di pwede ngayon, maramming ginagawa XDD
Nakakatuwa mga pinagsusulat mo XDDD
naiinlove ako sa english mo. Haaay~
asteeeeg~!!!
wala akong mahanap kung saan pwedeng gumawa ng ganyang theme.
wth na google XDDD
hahaha. asteeg talaga~
omedetou XDD
nakakatuwa talaga. KENTO!! XDDDDDD
*di pwede. INOO ka! INOO XDD*
inaabangan ko talaga yung story mo XDDDD
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Date: 2011-01-03 07:44 am (UTC)english ko?? wrong gramming ??
ahhahahhahah~!!!
dugo at pawis ang puhunan
ko sa fic ni chii ~ hahahah!!!~
first fic ever ko iyon.. hahaha~!!
dinugo ako~ LMAO ~! xDDD
isa lang ang masasabi
sa CSS ng background ko..
nakaka.bobong pag.aralan
ahahah~!! xDD masyadong complicated eh~!
hindi arok ng powers ko~! xDD
eto na, mag.p.post ko~!
pero dadasalan ko muna itong internet~
super bagal~!! >.
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Date: 2011-01-03 08:06 am (UTC)Hindi kaya wrong gramming >.<
Saludo akoo~
HAHAHA
Cge cge. Babasahin ko nalang nga yung kay Chi XDD
Maganda un ;) HAHAHA
OO!!!! Mga background!!!!!
WAAAAA~!!!
Kung mrnong lang ako.....
hahahaha.
Ayaaan na~ magpopost na siyaaa XDD
Asahan mo ako unang magcocoment XD
GAMBATTE~!
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Date: 2011-01-04 12:31 am (UTC)syonga ko ~
nakatulog ako kahapon
nun i.p.post ko na~
tgal kasi ~..
eppps ~ XDD ahhaha ~!!! XDD
ayan, nakapag.post na ako ~ :]]]
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Date: 2011-01-04 10:10 am (UTC)ayooos lang ;)
ayaaan~ nag'update na XDDD
SALAMAT PO =)))))